One of my favorite movies is A Beautiful Mind based on the real life
story of John Nash, mathematics professor, 1994 Nobel Memorial prize recipient
in economics, and schizophrenic. Though reportedly Hollywood’s account is a
skewed version of biographers, I enjoyed the film primarily for one element: his
wife’s devotion to him even in his darkest moments, especially in his darkest
moments. While the real story ends in divorce, the movie version shows a
devoted husband and wife, working out the serious ramifications of mental
illness. When Nash, now an old man, accepts his prize at the podium, he scans
the audience. His eyes rest on his wife, Alicia, and he delivers the closing
line of his address. “You are all my reasons.” Meaning, she was the one who
ultimately kept him going when all else failed, even medication.
I love that line. I love the portrayal
of marital commitment. It spurs me on to be a better wife to Chuck. But as much
as I love my husband, the line impacts me for a more compelling reason.
My mind drifts to another relationship
even more special than my marriage. My connection to the Lord. He truly is “all
my reasons.”
For purpose, for meaning
For taking the next step
For getting up in the morning
For loving my family
For reaching out to others
For ministering in and through the local
church
For writing
For speaking
For teaching
For joy
For peace
For hope, in this life and the next
Ultimately, the Lord has been the only
one who could lift me up, even when those I love could not. He is my Rock, my
Fortress, my strong deliverer. In Him I hide and find strength to carry on. I
pray that you too are finding Him to be the Refuge you need.
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Eileen
Rife, author of Second Chance, speaks
to women’s groups, encouraging them to discover who they are in Christ and what
part they play in His amazing story. www.eileenrife.com,
www.eileen-rife.blogspot.com.